

My name is Barbara Graver. I'm an AuDHD writer, podcaster and tarot card reader. My upcoming books include a vampire story with a neurodivergent FMC and a nonfiction memoir about dreams, spirituality and autistic burnout. I was diagnosed with autism and ADHD in 2022 and 2025 after a lifetime of masking. My Writing on the Spectrum newsletter explores neurodivergence, spirituality, and creativity.

When fae energy reader Miranda O’Malley comes to after a brutal attack, she learns that blueblood vampire Nick Markovich has saved her life. Now Nick wants her to help track down the dangerous half-vamp who attacked her. Miranda’s life is already complicated: her old tormentor is on the loose, her community is in danger, and her PTSD—and everything that goes along with it—is spiking. After spending her life around vampires, Miranda knows what they are capable of all too well. Nick seems different. But that doesn’t mean she can trust him. Or herself.

I was always different. Sensitive. Passionate. Clueless. So I put everything I had into being like everyone else. I didn’t know I was AuDHD or in autistic burnout but I knew that my life was imploding. Finally, a vivid and mysterious dream put me on a spiritual path. Eager to share my experience, I started to blog. Writing was healing, but the long form writing projects I dreamed of remained out of reach. It wasn’t until 2022, when I was diagnosed with autism and ADHD that the spiritual guidance I was receiving began to make sense.
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